Am I wasting my time here?

Where am I going?
How do I go there?
Am I wasting my time here?

These questions suddenly popped up into my mind when I read a dear friend's blog .
I see friends movig around me so fast , some are already doing their Masters degree, some are flying overseas for business trips sponsored by their companies, some got married, some are doing well in their work .... all of them below 25 years of their lives.

Is this success? Is this what God wants me to be? What does God want me to be? Who does He want me to become? Am I running too fast? Am I running too far? Does God see me by my resume at the end of my life? Am I living my life to what He accords me to?

Why is it that I feel that I'm running too fast ; sometimes out of the orbit ; sometimes it's the other way round - that I'm too slow and everyone else is running ahead of me? Is this kiasuism and the need for accomplishment killing me slowly, but surely? Or has God's presence and peace left me?

Maybe I should just live my own life as if I don't care about others. Not to think of lost opportunities , but focus in running according to Him? How do I do that? Would my desire to do that run out before I even reach there?

So many questions, so little answers.