The Prayer

I've studied all I can
I've done all I could
I've ran the full round
Coming to this point is not easy

It shouldn't be so hard
It was never meant to be this way

So what if I fail again?
The sky is going to be blue again
The world won't stop turning
The clouds are going to be white as snow
And people are just going to go thru life today like they did yesterday.

My doubt is real
And it's really BIG
How would I know if it is the way to go?
Only God knows how much strength there's left inside of me
Only an ounce of strength
There's nothing left.

Maybe I'm meant to pass,
Or maybe not
But whatever it is -
Praise be to God
Because His will is already done.

Amen.